On Monday Brian drove past Dana Burkhart's house twice before he stopped. The white van stood at the curb where it had stood two weeks earlier, and behind it there was a blue Ford Taurus with a sun-bleached roof that hadn't been there then. Next door the yellow dog lifted his head in the shade of the garage and put it down again. Brian knocked and waited and knocked again, and nobody came. Inside, a dog moved around and didn't bark. He wrote on the back of his card, Haney knows your name. Call me, and wedged it into the frame of the screen door, where she couldn't open the door without seeing it.
The draft lay on the passenger seat in a folder, printed, because Dale wanted a lawyer to read it with a pen. Dale edited a news site in Los Angeles that had bought the piece the week before, for less than Brian had asked and more than he had expected, and he wanted it under twenty-five hundred words. It was thirty-one hundred. Brian had cut the cooler, the one with all the money in it under the beer, and put it back twice.
Bloomington was a short drive south. Haney's road turned off the pavement between a feed store and a lot full of stacked pallets and ran out across the flats as a strip of packed dirt with eucalyptus along one side. At the end of it stood a chain-link fence with a gate, a stucco house with a carport, and behind the house a barn of gray boards under a metal roof. The kennels ran in a row along the back of the barn. The dogs started before he was out of the car, all of them at once, and kept going.
He stood at the gate with the folder under his arm and looked. A camera sat under the eave at the corner of the house, a little white dome pointed at the yard. The black pickup was parked in the carport. Its left headlight was new, with a clear lens, and the right one had gone yellow. He took one picture of the truck and one of the camera, and the door of the house opened.
Curtis Haney came across the yard in flip-flops and a sleeveless shirt with a feed company's name on it. His arms were burned brown up to a line above the elbow and pale past it, and he had a toothpick in the corner of his mouth that he moved to the other corner when he saw who it was. He stopped on his side of the gate.
"You're the guy on the phone."
"Brian Tuttle. I'm writing about your kennels, and about Saturday nights in the barn. It's running this week. I want to give you a chance to respond."
"Respond to what?"
Brian opened the folder and read from his notes, not from the draft: the Saturdays, the trucks parked along the road back to the pavement, the scale on a chain, the cooler. He read the names of two of the men who usually stood closest to the pit, and he watched Haney's face while he read them, and at the second name the toothpick stopped.
"Who's been talking to you?"
"I'm asking for comment."
"Was it that bitch with the bat?" Haney leaned on the gate, and it rattled. "Because she's a crazy person. Ask anybody in Rialto. She broke into my place and stole a dog, and I got it on camera."
"Is that your comment?"
"My comment is you print that, you better have somebody who'll say it to my face."
Brian wrote that down word for word while Haney watched him do it. The dogs had quieted some. One of them kept going, a hoarse bark on the same note over and over, from the kennel nearest the barn.
"You have a nice day," Haney said, and went back in the house.
In the car Brian wrote thinks it's Burkhart under the quote and underlined it twice, and sat for a while with the engine running and the air on before he pulled out.
Dale called on Wednesday afternoon to say the lawyer was done and the piece would go up that night. He didn't say when. Brian spent the evening at the kitchen table in Colton with the laptop open and a box of pizza from the day before. He refreshed the site's front page every few minutes and ate without noticing that the cheese had gone hard. At ten Dale emailed to say it would be later. A little after eleven it went up, and it was his: the headline Dale had written and Brian didn't like, his byline, the picture of the camera under the eave, and below it the barn. Who's been talking to you? stood in the fourth paragraph, where Brian had put it.
He sent it out to his contacts, the people in the network who passed things on. There were two former colleagues from the Ledger who still knew people and a deputy who had retired to Hesperia and read everything. There was a woman in Fontana who ran an animal rescue page with forty thousand followers. He watched the numbers climb for an hour. Somebody in Riverside called it the best thing he'd read about the Inland Empire in a year. Somebody else called Brian a liberal hack.
Around midnight he started a text to Lexi. It's up. He looked at it. It was a school night, and the piece said nothing about what had happened to the dog, and she would ask. He added Still checking on the dog, sent it, and went to bed with the laptop on the other pillow.
He woke before seven and lay there feeling better than he had in a long time, as if he'd slept a whole night for once. In the kitchen he turned on the TV for the noise and stood at the counter waiting for the coffee.
The helicopter shot came after the traffic. It showed a field gone black in a strip along a fence, and in the middle of the black a barn that had fallen in on itself, still smoking, with two engines parked in the dirt and a line of eucalyptus along the road. He knew the road before they said Bloomington. A man had been found injured on the property and taken to the hospital. Several dogs were dead. Fire investigators were treating it as suspicious. The anchor said the property had been the subject of an online report, published shortly before the fire, that alleged it was used for illegal dogfighting. She didn't give his name or the site's, and moved on to a water main in Pasadena.
Brian stood with the cup in his hand. The first thing he thought was that he'd been early. What he had filed was about a barn, and the barn was gone, and somebody had beaten the man who owned it, and none of that was in the twenty-five hundred words with his name on them. The second thing he thought was that the piece would get read now, all day, by people who came for the fire. He opened the laptop on the counter. Overnight the numbers had doubled. Dale had emailed at five-forty: Did you know about this??
He wrote back, No. On it, and put his shoes on.
The road was taped off at the pavement, and a sheriff's car sat across it with a deputy inside eating out of a paper wrapper. Brian parked at the feed store and walked down along the outside of the eucalyptus, in the ditch, where the tape didn't go. The smell reached him first. It was wet ash and burned plastic and under that a sweetness he didn't let himself think about. A county animal services truck stood by the kennels with its back doors open, and two people in coveralls and masks were carrying things out of the row on stretchers, covered.
The fire had run along the fence. The grass was black in a strip ten feet wide all the way down from the barn, and the posts stood up out of it with the wire sagging between them.
Where the dirt road ended, under the last eucalyptus, there was a car.
It had burned down to the frame. The tires had burned off, and it sat on its rims in a ring of melted rubber. The windows were gone, and the paint had blistered and turned a dull brown, except for one strip under the rear bumper, where it was blue. He walked around it twice. It had been parked nose toward the fence with the engine off, the way a car is parked when somebody sits in it and watches. On the stem of the mirror hung a black lump that had melted and dripped and hardened, fabric or plastic, he couldn't tell. The rear plate had held. It was scorched at the edges. He rubbed the soot off the middle with his thumb until he could read it, and took three pictures.
He wrote the plate in his notes under the van's plate from two weeks earlier, and next to it Ford? Taurus? 90s. On Monday there had been a blue Taurus behind Dana Burkhart's van with a sun-bleached roof, and this one had no roof left to bleach. He wrote Burkhart, Monday? and drew a line from it to the plate.
A firefighter was coiling a line by the engine nearest the barn. Brian asked him where they'd taken the owner, and the firefighter looked at Brian's shoes and at the notebook and said the guy had been airlifted, and that was all he was going to say. Airlifted from Bloomington meant the county hospital in Colton. It was ten minutes from his apartment, and he'd driven past it that morning on the way out.
The woman at the front desk said they couldn't confirm whether anyone by that name was a patient. He watched two deputies go up without stopping at the desk and saw the elevator stop on four, and when he tried it himself, a security guard in a blue blazer asked where he was headed and walked him to the cafeteria.
At home that night he worked until two. The neighborhood group had a phone video of the fire shot from the road, all orange and shaking, with a hundred and forty comments under it. In them a man said his brother-in-law had seen dogs, a lot of dogs, running loose in the wash north of Valley around one in the morning with no people anywhere, and somebody answered that it was coyotes, and the man said his brother-in-law knew the difference between coyotes and pit bulls, thank you, and a third person said they were Haney's dogs and good riddance, and Brian copied the whole thread into a file. From there he went to the county assessor's site and pulled the parcel and the owner of record, which was a trust with Haney's mother's name on it, and the mother's name took him to an obituary from four years earlier that listed a daughter, Tammy, in Fontana, and Tammy had a public profile with a picture of herself next to a pickup with a dog in the bed. It was on Tammy's page, near two in the morning, that he found it, a post asking everybody to pray for her brother Curtis who had been hurt real bad and was out of surgery at the county, thank you all so much, with a photo of a hallway that had a window at the end and a door frame in the corner, and on the door frame a number.
He zoomed in until it fell apart into squares, and backed out until it held. Four-one-eight or four-one-nine. He went to bed.
On Friday he parked at the far end of the lot and came in through the outpatient entrance on the side, which ran past the pharmacy and not past the front desk. In the gift shop he bought a balloon with a cartoon bear on it, because it was the last one, and carried it to the elevator with his laptop bag over his shoulder. Nobody stopped a man with a balloon. On four he walked down the hall reading the numbers on the door frames. 418 was a woman asleep with her mouth open. In 419 Haney was sitting up.
His left arm was in a cage of steel pins that went through the skin into the bone, and his right hand was in a splint to the elbow. His knee was braced on top of the sheet. The face was worse than the arm. One eye was swollen shut, and his nose had tape across it, and the skin around both had gone the purple of an old plum. He saw the balloon before he saw Brian. A phone in a pink case lay on the blanket by his good fingers.
"You got to be kidding me."
"I came to see how you're doing."
"Fuck you. I read it." He moved his chin at the phone. "My sister read it to me, and then I read it. You know what you did? You know who you put in there?"
"I protect my sources."
Haney laughed, and it hurt him. He stopped with his mouth open and breathed through it until it passed. Brian let go of the balloon. It went up to the ceiling and stayed there, turning, and he sat down in the plastic chair by the window and took out his notebook.
"The fire," Brian said. "Tell me what happened Wednesday night."
"You don't want to know what happened."
"I drove out there yesterday. Somebody parked a car at the end of your road and watched your place. It burned too. Did you see who it was?"
"I saw who it was." Haney turned his head on the pillow so the good eye was on him. "It was her. The one with the bat. I come home and the barn's going, and she's standing there, and she does this." He lifted the arm in the cage an inch off the blanket. "And she don't stop. And she's yelling the whole time like a crazy person. Then she goes around back where the dogs are, and she comes back with the dogs."
"She let them out."
"She come back with them. My dogs. Walking with her, quiet, like she raised them. You ever seen a fighting dog walk quiet next to a stranger?" He didn't wait. "And she picks up the bat, and I thought, okay. This is it. And she don't. She drops it. And then she wasn't her anymore."
Brian wrote wasn't her anymore and waited. He knew this part. He had heard it from a man who wrecked a car with his kids in the back, and from a woman whose boyfriend had fallen down her stairs. When people had done something, they made what happened to them bigger, until it was too big for anybody to blame them for the small things around it. A barn full of chairs and a scale on a chain was the small thing.
"She was a cat," Haney said. "Big as my truck. Black. Teeth hanging down out of her face like this." He couldn't show it with either hand. "She went over my fence like it wasn't there, and the dogs went after her. You think I'm high. The cops thought I was high. They did the blood test, and I wasn't."
"I don't think you're high."
"You think I'm lying, then."
"I think you had a bad night. I think a woman whose house you'd been driving by came onto your property with gasoline and a baseball bat, and that's a story, and I'd like to write it." Brian kept his voice where he kept it for calls like that. "The rest of it, I'd need to see."
Haney looked at him for a long time with the one eye. He moved his splinted hand toward the bedside table, couldn't reach the drawer, and swore.
"Drawer."
Brian opened it. Inside there was a plastic bag with Haney's wallet and keys, a comb, and a USB stick with a strip of masking tape on it that said CURTIS in ballpoint.
"Tammy pulled it off the box in the house. Cops got a copy, and they watched it, and they looked at me like that." He meant Brian's face. "You take it. You watch it and draw your own goddamn conclusions. Then you can write about my dogs some more."
Brian put the stick in his shirt pocket. He asked a few more questions, about the car and the time and whether Haney had heard an engine before he saw the fire, and Haney answered some of them, then shut the good eye and stopped. When Brian left, the balloon was turning against the ceiling tiles.
In the car he opened the laptop against the steering wheel. He had parked under a row of pepper trees at the edge of the lot, and the light came through them in pieces and moved on the dashboard. Before he played the file he checked it, the way he checked anything people swore was real.
It was one file, exported from the recorder, a little over an hour long, with the date and time burned into the top left corner in white. Its saved time in the properties matched the clock on the screen to within a minute, which was how those boxes drifted. The frame rate was low, as it is on cheap systems, and he stepped through it with the arrow key for a while near the beginning and again near the end, and the seconds in the corner went up one at a time without a skip. The compression blocks sat where compression put them, in the dark parts and around the edges of anything that moved, the same from the first minute to the last.
His phone lay on the passenger seat. On Fridays he called Lexi around four to see what she wanted to do on Saturday, and it was ten after. He picked up the phone with his left hand and found her name, and his thumb sat over it while he dragged the slider forty minutes in with his right.
The yard was gray and grainy, seen from high up on the corner of the house. The barn stood in the middle of it, burning white, so bright that the camera couldn't hold it and the middle of the fire was a flat shape with no detail. A pickup came into the frame from the left with its lights on and stopped. A man got out and ran toward the fire, and a smaller figure came at him from the corner of the barn with the bat in both hands.
Brian dragged the slider forward past the part with the bat.
When he let go, the man was on the ground, and the small figure had gone around the back of the barn. The timestamp ran. The fire got into the roof. For a while nothing moved except the light, and then she came back around the corner with the dogs.
They came out of the dark at the edge of the frame one after another, low, and lined up behind her. None of them went for any of the others. She stood over Haney with the bat up and held it there. The pixels broke into blocks around her arms, and Brian stepped through it frame by frame, and by the clock in the corner the bat stayed up for eleven seconds. It dropped. She turned to the dogs.
On the next frame she was smaller. On the one after that she wasn't there, and the thing standing where she had been was the size of the dogs, and then twice the size of the dogs, on four legs. It was so black that the compression gave up on it and made it a hole in the picture with firelight around the edges. Its mouth was wrong. It turned its head toward the man on the ground and away, and went across the yard in four frames and over the fence in one.
Brian sat with his hand on the arrow key. He went back and played it at full speed, and it was the same. He went back and stepped through it, and the light from the fire moved on the shape as it moved on the side of the barn, on the same frames. Nobody had painted that in. The shadow the shape threw across the grass went the right direction. He thought of a man in a suit, and of a costume, a rig, a skin pulled over wire, and how fast it would have to go on, and he counted the frames between her and it, and it came to less than a second.
He wanted to know what it was. Brian had wanted things before, a name, a document, the second source that made a thing true, and this wasn't like any of them. It sat high up in his chest. The phone in his left hand had gone dark, and he didn't wake it. He'd call her after this. He dragged the slider back to the bat and let it play.
This time he watched the dogs. He watched them come out of the dark, and he saw that they didn't come straight. They came in an arc from the kennels, wide around the burning end of the barn, as if somebody had told them where the heat would be worst before it got there. The first one out was the one who had been closest to the wall. He saw that she had stood, both times, in the one place in the yard where the light from the barn fell on her back and not on her face. She hadn't picked it. She had ended up there by how she moved, as water ends up in the low place. He knew before the frame came up that she would drop the bat on her left side, and she dropped it on the left side. She turned to the dogs when he knew she would. He knew which way the shape would go before it went, and which part of the fence it would take, and that the dogs would come through the hole.
Brian didn't know how he knew. He waited for the voice that asked that kind of question, his own, the one that had kept him up at two in the morning over a number on a door frame, and it didn't come. There was nothing there to wait with. He wanted to see the rest of it, and the rest of it was given to him.
Brian had been about to call his daughter. Bārû could see the place where he hadn't, the thumb over the name and the screen going dark, and that was where he had come in. Brian had put her off like that her whole life: a phone call, a Saturday, a recital in a school gym in Upland that he had watched afterward on Laura's phone, sideways, in the car.
He moved his hands on the keyboard. They were Brian's hands, with the bitten nails and a nick across one knuckle from a can lid, and they were not tired. Nothing in the body was tired, and there was no pull at the back of the neck toward the next thing and the thing after it. In the black edge of the laptop screen there was a face, and for a moment there were lines in it, fine and silver-blue, across the forehead and down along the jaw, shifting when he turned his head, and they went out.
He played the last minute again, though he no longer needed to. The shape on the screen went over the fence. He knew how it moved. He had seen it move like that before, a long time ago, on a slope that went down to water with the sky open over it.
"Napishtu," he said, low. It was Brian's voice.
She had stood below him on that slope while he read the sky above the far bank. He had told her they would come up out of the reeds at the turning of the light, three of them, and that the third would be slow, and that she should wait for the third. She hadn't asked him how he knew. She had gone down into the reeds and waited, and he had watched from above until the light turned.
He closed the laptop and put the stick back in his shirt pocket. On the dashboard the receipt for the balloon had curled up in the heat.


